Day 5

Today was my first day back to work. It was rough getting up and getting ready. I'm driving Jim's Jeep to work. I'm frustrated that I keep my car in good condition. Jim's Jeep is not driving very well at the moment. The belts are slipping. There is an electrical problem. Then there's the ok gas mileage. I'm grateful to have a way to get to work on my own. I have a little bit of independence back.
Emotionally, things are rough/bad. I'm still coping with the fact that I'm really dependent on people in my life. Plus, I can't do much of anything that was a part of my life. I can't even really use my camera. I'm frustrated. I'm happy that I don't have to have surgery. But I'm still thinking about all the things that I'm going to miss out on during the next 6 months.
All the things that I you don't really think about are a huge chore from eating to showering and especially opening a door.